For Sale soon...

Ok, I got my butt started, I made and will start selling cosmetic pouches soon, then save up for a new sewing machine, those which can embroid letters, about $2000 - $3000? (enough for a chanel 2.55 small!!). Digressing, if one cosmetic pouch is sold at $10, means I need to sell at least 300 for a new sewing machine! Then another 500 for my chanel 2.55 medium!! *faints*

Ok, ignore my blabbering, I was just too excited about my BlackBerry data plan being activated today! Ignore + Delete all the drama above and I just want to announce that I'll be selling handmade cosmetic pouches at either retail store or online very soon. *Grins*

Some explanations(or excuses) about my delay on making clothes to sell, I guess I will need at least a team to start, someone to design(definitely not me, lols), someone to sew(sometimes my job), someone to boss around, market and receive payment(definitely me!!)... Okok, to sum it up, it's just a little complicating to start selling clothes now, thats why I want to start small as a try out first.

jas present update 2

Lols, after spending so many days thinking and doing, I'm finally like 80% done with Jas's present. Just need some final touch up tml. *whew*

It may be nothing much to some of you but you must understand this, to make the queen of procrastinations focus and do something for continuous days is like plucking a star from the sky ok? It's called a miracle!!! I took some lousy quality picture and desperately want to share but must give her surprise ma... hahahaha

Alright, feel accomplished now! 

I love my fabric pinking shears!!

p/s: I don't look like some psycho with a pair of scissors right? lols.

before I sleep...

It's weird that I enjoy buying buttons and pinking shears much more than clothes, skincare or cosmetics. =/

In fact, I just enjoy spending my money on hobbies than on myself, gives a sense of accomplishment...

And Jas's birthday is coming, I have a surprise for her because her present will be... ... thoughtful! I spend alot of time thinking and going about it and seriously, you better like it. hahahaha...

p/s: I enjoy spending time with the 4e2 peeps even if it means sitting at ulu dark alleys with spotlights in your face. Haha, I mean it la, people... I was just complaining and whining for fun.

phone loves

Eh, everyone should get a Blackberry! Seriously! And when you get your Blackberry, please ask me for my PIN so we can instant msg! :D

I love my BlackBerry, so does xianglong!

Random update

I just want to show this!

Its a GIGANTIC teddy bear! I know I sua ku, never seen such a big teddy bear in my whole life before, it's almost as tall as me! I took this pic from the hp with my macbook's photo booth.

And lastly, before I end this meaningless post, I will show my face with contacts on! These are freshlook colourblends bought from Ed's online store, wee-mart! Go to his website for cheap contact lens, the prices he offer is unbeatable, seriously!

http://www.wee-mart.com.sg

ED! you owe me a treat now. wahahaha. :D

p/s: I know I have pouty lips! =/

rainbow choco drops

I brushed my teeth and got ready for bed but I feel extremely empty tonight... What's better than food to fill your stomach to take away the emptiness?

I peered into my refrigerator and found the snack Jas gave me few days back. I'm really grateful to her for it came in handy. It's sweet and nice with a mixture of saltiness from the tears that rolled down my cheeks... so Emo, I know... so I tried to smile for this picture! 

It's ugly but I tried~

as i plan...

To have doubts in someone is just the beginning and the process of understanding someone, whereas complete trust is just... apathy in disguise.

Complete trust in someone is just completely knowing someone and won't be bothered by any of his/her actions anymore.

Just as you think complete trust is the right way of practice but the lack of concern and interest pains people around you and makes them want to isolate you.

Still, even to that extend, I guess that person will not understand or show remorse. What will a person without any emotions feel?